Before This New Year Sh*t...

Let's see... It's gonna be a new year in about 10 hours...that should give me
enough time to reminisce and think over everything that happened this past
year...

Use everything in Moderation Kris...

I'm not gonna write a long ass post because that would be taking away from
my ten hours so... Everyone enjoy the next couple of hours you have left until
the new year.

N O T O R I O U S

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thunder cats. .. . ..

"You betteR blow that sh*T out"

=)
i got garbage pail kids stickers today, like where did you get em from?
i didn't bother to ask, it's the holidays , glad i have a warm home to
celebrate x-mas in . yes , marvelous. "what's in a name?" lol what is in
a name? that's a good ass question like. . .



"Chopsticks are made out of real bamboo... chinese bamboo very strong..."
hehehehe =)

U dnt need no one else. . .

i've been listening to him all weekend , he's so talented .
and i love his voice !

enuf about him tho , R.I.P. Aunt Amy .
today was her funeral and it was great seeing all of my family .
but it' s sad tht we only get together when we "have to" .

"go write a poem under a tree for all I care..."
Hahaha , I swear when you add "for all I care" after
any verb , it sounds hilarious . . . gotta love montclair folk .

"a sure thing just might fail you. . ."

white horse via wild fox

"yaaaah?" tht's what they look like
but hey they have a charity.
website

Stine Goya

oh my lord, the site scared the life out of me .
but when i hit skip all was okaayy. . .
click at your own risk

another limited rebellion
i'm all for this. 365th skull on June 2nd?
ha that just so happens to be my birthday.

ah, sweet victory.

this picture depicts everything i've been feeling
this week !

yeah i may have a cold, but ima put my shades on
and block all known to man , k ?

i'm not even gonna stress it any more , the advice
keeps coming but i can't process it .

the signs of change are being shown , and it' s illicit
behavior hits me hard and all i can do is sit
there and be it's punching bag .

it sucks !

it' s what ever tho , it' s "high school" .
that' s always the excuse for any thing bad
that happens during these years .

middle finger , that's all every one is gunna get .
except for those i care for .

now onto the revival of Wahfelz .

countdown 5

after a long confusing day , i came home
to a relaxed mother and a one seater that
awaited me infront of a television packed
with makeover and tacky "reality"
shows. my opinion on these reality shows is
. . . well. . . nothing on tv is
reality except for the news. . . no one really
gets put into a house with misbehaving
mid20 year olds just for the heck of it . idk .
these producers are running out of ideas. . .
i think it's up to us to think of some stuf .
any who moving along , today i noticed tht a lot
of ppl have many fences to hop over , too many .
i think some of em think they are the juggernaut
and they can run thru shit w/o getting hurt .
hell . . . i used to think that too but i went
thru that phase abt 5-6 months ago . . .
i think the question we need to ask ourselves
when we feel this way is. . . well . . .
"who the hell do I think I am?"
it's one thing to be confident and it's another
to just think to highly of yourself like. . .

this video is so...... i don't even know what.

lmfao

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seonna girrll

fathbook.

ha-ha i love it, my mother has one!

the Delete, End and Page Down.

Who gets the real and who gets the fake? Who gets my word and who doesnt?
Who do I open up to and who do I put up a blockade to? When all I've been
getting is a funny reception from all corners? I would like to genuinely apologize
for all of my wrongs but should I? Have these people earned my word? Have they
given to me as I've given to them? Are the powers balanced? Have they looked for
the bad in me to pacify their guilty conscience? My answer to all that is "I don't know".
I'm confused, I'm not seeing every one and every thing for what they really are. I put the label
"Bad Guys" on people with good intentions and vice versus. But am I wrong for doing so?
If these good intention having people make me feel guilty and make me question my
authority... do they really have good intentions? Or are they just trying to teach
me a lesson for the better? Every day I wonder... Do they embrace my good or my bad?
Hmm sadly the things that i've put together looks like they just want the bad out of me.
For the past year, I've heard nothing but discouraging and negative things said by those
who I thought I could put in the "Good Guys" corner. Am I wrong for responding with such hostility? Am I wrong for responding to these actions upset and confused? I'm not sure... As for on my part... I do and say things that confuse the public or the "viewer"(So I'm Told). I'm viewed as the girl who is fooled! The people who I wanted to confide in, fooled me! They think i'm some activity to partake in. "Let's Tell Her Everything That Is Wrong With Her And Leave Her In Her Misery, Convince Her That We Are Trying To Help Her And Tell Her We Love Her But Keep It Amongst Ourselves That We Think She's A Horrible Person." What the hell? Then on top of that... When I care I'm pushed away and when I've decided to just give up I'm ridiculed. Can you really sit there and complain when I do the same back as a response/reaction? Where I'm not loved, respected, or understood I leave and start burning bridges... I used to ask myself why do I keep trying to rebuild bridges to places where I'm not wanted? Useless.... I serve no purpose there but I'm sure I will else where... Can you blame me for gettting to know others even those who I've once hated? Call me a rolling stone but those people have showed me that I can't
stay in one place and let things ferment things just get too serious... I apologize for not posting any hot posts... But a lot has been going on.

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T. Richardson does Vogue x LV !!

So remember that post i did back in May talking about
my favorite photographer Terry Richardson? Yeah well
he's been this big shot lately and landed a photoshoot
working with Louis Vuitton and Vogue... Go Team Terry !!

The Agenda ?

all I'm saying is... let's not sit in the desert and wait for rain. i've been doing this for
the past 11 months... out of "wishful thinking". maybe doesnt exist any more! it's
about to be 09 and things are getting too real out here... i mean hey... some times it
takes some mishaps for reality to kick in... Things Don't Go As They Were Planned.



"this shit is depressing..." sure is jay.