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after a long confusing day , i came home
to a relaxed mother and a one seater that
awaited me infront of a television packed
with makeover and tacky "reality"
shows. my opinion on these reality shows is
. . . well. . . nothing on tv is
reality except for the news. . . no one really
gets put into a house with misbehaving
mid20 year olds just for the heck of it . idk .
these producers are running out of ideas. . .
i think it's up to us to think of some stuf .
any who moving along , today i noticed tht a lot
of ppl have many fences to hop over , too many .
i think some of em think they are the juggernaut
and they can run thru shit w/o getting hurt .
hell . . . i used to think that too but i went
thru that phase abt 5-6 months ago . . .
i think the question we need to ask ourselves
when we feel this way is. . . well . . .
"who the hell do I think I am?"
it's one thing to be confident and it's another
to just think to highly of yourself like. . .