fisher price floats ?

You are like a 4 year old kid in the deep section with floats on

and your parents watching you .

Are you safe ?

Are supposed to be in the deep end ?

Artificially swimming with floatation devices that make

you think your really doing it but your really not ?

The shallow part being your comfort zone

and the deep being risky... risky enough for you inside to

be scared but outside seem like your having fun ?

You've thrown yourself into the deep end ,

looking for thrills you: mentally, spiritually and physically

arent ready for .

You say you aren't scared but YOU ARE .You asked

your parents to leave but they wont .

Because the kid they knew always want them to be around

watching them as they swim .

But it just so happens today you wanted to swim in the deep

end .

Hmm, Ok .

When you drown . . .

Exactly who is going to be there to save you ?
Not your parent's because well. . . you asked them to leave .

Not the kids in the shallow end because they told you not to go .

Not the sharks in the deep end you thought you wanted to play with .

Nah. . . sharks eat flesh . . . they eat everything with a heartbeat.

So what the fuck are you gonna do now ?

You will continue to drown . . . until some one . . .

brave enough from the shallow end . . . comes to save you . . .

(Random I know. . . but I was over-analyzing things

in class)